He's the Monkey of the zodiac. Ritsu has a very low self-esteem and is often seen apologizing for everything.
He dresses like a female because he feels that cross-dressing calms him down. Her... I mean, his cross dressing routine makes other people mistake him as a woman. Ritsu has a long hair and has freakishly convincing beauty for a man.
Ritsu often blames things on himself that have nothing to do with him, and occasionally becomes suicidal. He has an odder quirk of having some sort of "special" spot on his side that, when pressed, makes him keel over and faint.
His parents always had to apologize for everything he did, so he is very unsure of himself. He feels that every day, he is robbing the world's air by breathing.
His Mom is Mesho Sohma. The host of Sohma Hotsprings.
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Tuesday, November 27, 2012
final bound
It's funny how I wrote about how I'm motivated to go back to college in November, when the term's almost ending. And here I am. It's the 26th, and it's my last class. Today was just a review class for the final exam. I feel a bit sad, because it means that we're going to go on our separate ways. The professor is such a good professor and my classmates have been really nice. It's been fun. And I hope my grade's the same: Fun to look at. And not funny to look at.
Before leaving the classroom, I tried to ask a few of my classmates' names and their planned courses. Maybe we're taking the same subjects next term. I wasn't surprised that they don't really remember my name, even though we've been working in group activities. I'm not bothered. But it turned out that a few of my classmates and I are taking the same subjects.
Let's not forget that Christmas is coming. My last exam is December 17. I simply can't wait. No. What am I saying? I haven't even studied yet. For the meantime, I guess the worry, the stress, and the anxiety in between are there for me to enjoy.
wept silently at 7:25 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2012
the sky is the limit
I found my motivation to go back to college, because I've finally made up my mind. In the past, I have been hesitating because I was belittling myself. Which made me start hating myself. But it's a simple thought that sparked my mind. I will not finish anything if I don't start anything. Hence, I will not find my identity. The irony is, I think I know who I am and I know what I want in life. I'm just afraid of this world. I'm afraid to lose. But winners don't mean that they always win. In sports, the best teams also lose, and so losing is just part of the game. Being hurt too is part of the game of life. I think mom and dad will be proud of me. That's what's important. A degree is something to be proud of. I will finish this.
When I take a look around at other people, take for example Kyo-kun, they're breaking out of their mold. I never knew that Kyo-kun and Kagura-san would travel together. Yup. Together. I heard it from Shigure-niisan. He also said that both of them had quite of a good time. I didn't want to dig any further, because my imagination might run wild, but I never thought to see the day Kagura-san and Kyo-kun would do something out of their usual selves. Something fresh perhaps. It makes me happy. I ask myself, what can I do further? Maybe I should ask Uo-san about it.
It's been almost a year, huh? But yes, I'm still alive. And I will continue to do this.
wept silently at 6:17 PM
